coco

I am going to try to be as honest as possible, since you'll probably never read this.

I'm sorry about what I said last night. But if I hadn't said it I would be typing it here.

I have tried to forget about you but I don't want to forget about you. What I want is to close my eyes, real tight, and open them to find that none of this ever happened and we're back where we started.

I know this is my fault, I don't listen and I don't do what I should and I don't pick up on things and I should probably keep my mouth shut (ninety per cent of the time) and I'm impatient and irrational.

So this is why I'm just going to stop. You'll never read this. But I'm just going to stop trying.